It's been wayyyy too long!!!

So, I totally forgot about this blog again.... I swear sometimes I should be blonde! There's so much going on in my life now.... well... thats happened in the last year. I met this amazing guy!! Country is a freat guy, down to earth, honest.... I fell in love. We met thru Booty and Countrys best friend. We dated for about 10 months and 2 days before Christmas, he broke up with me out of the blue. I have NEVER been so hurt before in my LIFE!!!! I'm still not completely over it. His kids are just as amazing as he is and his family is great. He lives in a little ass town where everyone knows everyone. I loved going to his moms house and goin out in the timber and riding the 4 wheeler and playin with his kids.... and that's what hurts the most....I don't see his kids. I found out middle of Jan that he's dating someone with 3 kids who has broken up at least 3 marriages and has been married 2 times herself. He always told me he didn't want anymore kids and he never wants to get married again, but I went to his house one night to see his kids and went thru his phone while he was sleeping and they were talkin bout marriage. I was so CRUSHED!!! I'm over that part in my life. Time to move on and be me. I'm not looking for anyone, just having FUN!!!

I finally got my ass back in school! took 2 years, but I did it! I'm currently in my 2nd semester and loving every minute of it! I'm currently laid off so I'm looking for a 2nd or 3rd shift job so I can go to school during the day. I'm living back at my parents house w my doggie, but things are soooo much better with my parents. I actually enjoy being around them, well, most of the time!! lol =] Valentine's Day was hard for me, but I treated myself to a laptop and printer. lol I figured that since I didn't have a Valentine, I would be my own=] and I'm ok with that. I have to be. I'm done with the guys from my past!!!!!! I'm moving FORWARD with my life and thinking of NOONE but MYSELF!!!

I PROMISE I will try to blog at least once a week. I have a lot of spare time now! Booty lives an hour away so I spend more time at home!

Well, I gotta be up in 6.5 hours =[ and I have class tmrw so I think its gna be a long day. Loves and like ya'll =]