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Well....it's getting late so this prolly won't be too long.... yet it prolly will be =]

Hubby and I broke up. We got into a big fight and I went to walk away, and he grabbed me. I know its dumb, but I know from my past that if it happens once, it will happen again. Been there, done that. I know I'm stronger than that and that's just disrespectful. So, I'm back at my moms house. It's just better this way. I have one failed marriage under my belt, I don't need another. Plus, thinking about it, I don't think I'm ready for it. I'm only 24 years old...I still got alot of partying to do and with Hubby, he never wanted to do anything. We sat in the house ALL the time. With him losing his job, he would always say that we don't have the money, but if its something he wants, we have the money. We fought about that alot.... oh well. I need to be happy.

Anyways, this past week I had vacation!!! We had our annual fair =] lovers it!!! lol I met up with some good friends that I havent talked to in awhile, and met some new ones!! Love you guys!! I got really trashed one of the nights and dont really remember alot!! haha After the fair, everyone came back to my parents house and drank. My mom did a shot with a friend from out of town. Good times, good times!! haha

I'm still looking for a new job. I havent really had any responses to my resume that I have EVERYWHERE online!!! Ugh!!! Its sooo frustrating. =[ but it also gives me alot of free time, which I sit at home. lol You would think that I would have more time for my blog, but my moms watching my neices while my sis works, so there is ALWAYS kids here!!! and they are loud and need attention. They will get into anything!!!! but they love me and my doggie so its all good!!! My neices are always trying to feed my doggie anything and everything, but its ok. As long as my doggie is happy and fat, Im ok with it. Ive seen the animal cops shows, and I just sit and cry. Its soo sad. If my doggie is healthy being overweight by 3 pounds, then so be it. I cant put her on a diet, especially with my neices around!!!

I should have a good weekend!! Theres some things goin on on the river and across the river so me and some friends are gna hit it up!!! Saturday is gonna be a very fun, but very drunken day!! haha I'm gna stay at one of my guy friends houses that lives ALOT closer to the festivities so I wont have to drink and drive!!! Its sad...I sit here and think and I dont have many girlfriends. When I speak my mind, they all get offended and wont talk to me. Oh well...their loss, not mine. Theyve always known that I am very opinionated, and will say whats on my mind. They can take it anyway they want. But Im gna go snuggle up with my doggie!! Gotta work UBER early in morning!!! ugh!! just tmrw and the following day working UBER early, then back to my normal time!!! yay!!! Well goodnight blog world!!!